Sunday, June 07, 2009

Myself......... FINALLY

Last weekend I finally began to feel like myself again. I don't know what it was that marked the day as different.... but it was. And ever since then, I have felt a little more like myself everyday.
My body is not quite back to normal but it is getting there.
Its good to see you again, Self.

1 comment:

Nimkee's Mum said...

~Micayla---I can so relate to this! I have been working in my gardens for the last couple of weeks and I have been finding satisfaction in it again for the first time in about 3 yrs, since before Bennett-Chadlen. I lost so much when I lost him. I used to have a real zest for life, and of course my flowers, cooking, baking, laughing....dancing.....spontaneous fun. The last 2 1/2 years, since his diagnosis....I look in the mirror and I don't recognize myself anymore. I know this isn't what he would want from me, but it is so difficult to crawl up from those depths of despair. (hmm....I am thinking that maybe I should be blogging all of this?) Anyway, long story short, I know you know what I am saying here. I am glad that you too are finally seeing a semblance of who are you. It feels pretty wonderful doesn't it?
~Keeping you in my thoughts, especially during this healing time,
Love and hugs...Melissa :O)